I'm finally leaving this place i called home for the past 10 to 11 years of my life. and i just can't wait. i'm sick and tired of living in a place where i feel so trapped by everyone around me. the worst part is that the people keeping me trapped most of the time are the people around me. If they love me that much why do they still treat me like a child? for Gods sake I'm sixteen, girls my age around the world have done almost everything girls at my age should do. plus they live lives that no one interferes. but for me it's different. i have no problems being open with my family. i let them read my messages on my phone, know every secret that i have and let them know of my every move. it's just so frustrating that whenever i try to make some alone time for myself they keep interfering, and if i want to keep certain things private they will do almost everything to get it out of me. i know it's partially my fault since i choose to be open with them, but they also have to learn to give me my space. I'm no 10 anymore, I'm growing up and somethings need to be kept private.
I'm glad I'm finally leaving for college, it's my chance to have some time for myself and catch up on the things i should have done while i was in high school. I'm going to miss my family, no doubt about that, but i think the coming next three years will do us some good.
thanks for those who took time to read my blog and i hope you had a better day than i did! God Bless!
*hug*
love lots!
