Modern Day Princess

i got in! i really got in!!! my dream has finally come true. i got the results of my entrance exam from the college i wanted to go to, i was so happy that i was accepted. i can't wait to move in with my grandparents this summer!!

* jumps for joy*

thanks to everyone who prayed for me!!!!

love lotS!!!!

*hug*

My graduation is coming up soon and it means i have to go off to college pretty soon. I have my mind set in studying in a college away from my parents, although it's just about 2 and 1/2 hours away and i will be living with my grandparents in their home in manila i can't shake off the feeling that i'm not that sure about my decision as i think i do. It's probably anxiety as my friends would call it being that it would be my first time in years since i've been separated from my family. but i think it's just me and my fear of not being able to meet their expectations while i'm there.

there are days that i'm confident and ready to go but sometimes i go back to my old personality and crawl back to the nice little spot beside my mom. i'm also uncertain about my course, i originally wanted to take up consular and diplomatic affairs but that all changed last weekend when my grandfather pep talked me back into taking up law as i previously planned when i was younger.

everything just seems to have derailed, my plans, my choices and even my self confidence when the fact that i'm graduating in a couple of weeks finally sank in!

why can't everything be as simple as picking what flavor ice cream you like or whether to wear pink or not!!!!!!

i just feel so stressed and ready to burst into tears and shout out the uncertainty inside me and finally move on!!!

has high school made me crazy or is this just normal for a graduating student at my age?!?!?!